Destroy your Possy/penis with lots and lots of sex

I had a wonderful time. seems like its not the best thing to say following that title. sat i went horsey riding. i had a wonderful time just walking and trotting a bit. their dog that was hanging arround following us took off like a shot at one point and as we all looked arround to see what he was chasing there it was a heard of antelope. must have been 10-15 antelope. dog was on their heels it was amazing. did a little bit o bare back annnnd had lunch/coffee.

 

At Kelli’s i made steak. with onions. we had fun

till we went to see hellboy then we had fun hating it collectively. nothing positive to say about it at all.

well well well

i painted a motobikey. it was a harrowing ordeal 12 hours of fumes and standing. lalala it looks pretty but i cant find my camera cord. only fed up twice! not too bad. jack seems pleased. i need to go by the house to get a pic of it all together- it wasnt dry and i needed out.

 

Started the mural- brian the store owner offered me a job too so im going on paying job #2 i am psyched. mural will be slow till tuesday-theres a large gate screwed to the wall in my way that i cant get paint on. lame, i get paint on things its what i do….its all i do. how dare they limit my abilities.

work tomorrow waaaa. i hope i do fun things like NOT  weeding. 

 

I miss everyone

LATELY things change

its nice to finally be getting somewhere with lots of things

A.)opening up again

B.) Doing an actual comission- AKA art

C.) im ok with things changing, leaving and moving on.

 

isnt self realization a blast.

 

ive lost interest in writing.

 

um

 

So for my instilation ive decided to mix people and memories close to me with perfect strangers. i picture a sea of tables and surfaces which hold small pieces of life, photos drawings, objects, dust. although i want one that implies someone kinda tweaked out and cut all their hair off their skull. sounds gruesome when you word it like that. might have to be me. i’ve not had time to think much about it. im collecting things for it though. photos of my grandmother- i want to do a dedication to her and have either a bookcase or a chest of drawers filled with memories and things.

 

why though, thats the question.

 

where the deer and the antelope play

Hanging in CO, I started work today, had an easy day. i rocked mulch spreadding and did a bit of weeding, i am psyched to grab flowers tomorrow and plant a cactus box and do something with rocks, don’t know what yet.

the mountains are spectacular- there is snow on pikes peak, tons. crazy. 

Clark went hunting for turkey, lets hope he scores. im hoping cousin Dilon teaches me some archery. woot

looking

I would like to start on some ideas for my BFA show next year, so far i have a series of  themes that i hope i can all get toA> time-installation pieces 1. table dedicated to my grandmother 2. framed stuffed animal- stretched 3. hands different ages inspired by my mother always talking about my “tiny hands” when i was a baby 4. chest-such as would come over during ww2 5. dresser full of photos and trinkets people welcome to rifle through and look and search. 6. small table with a jar on it, inside is h2o title… my snowman 7. heirloom box- civil war box compare to iraq war box….. more explanation to comeB) high drama sepia photos theatrical and photo watercolored. period pieces?C)crazy stuffed animalsD)2D  drawhing- 1>like the crazy kelli picture- tubes and wires, technology and organics. 2> odd frail “alien” figures… they aren’t aliens…MASKS 

ALABAMA

I leave for AL in a couple of hours, there’s this aching feeling i cant shake. I hope i can handle this.

Animation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEwaAZ7PaK8

This is nothing, you are something

what what what do i write here???